Lukewarmness is
hateful to
our Blessed Lord, “I wish that you were either hot or cold, but because
you are
lukewarm I will begin to vomit you out of my mouth.” (Apoc. 3:16)
St. Alphonsus
Liguori (The
Practice of the Love of Jesus Christ) identifies this kind of
lukewarmness as a
willful spirit of complacency regarding venial sin which roots itself
in the
soul. Willful lies, willful acts of
disobedience – however small – are signs of this lukewarmness.
To root-out
“avoidable lukewarmness,”
St. Alphonsus says we must first desire perfection; afterwards, we must
make
the resolution to give ourselves completely to God.
Previously, we spoke
on the
desire for perfection; today, we will speak on the resolve to attain
perfection.
St. Alphonsus says many
Catholics are called to perfection, but they fail to become perfect
because
they lack resolve to cast off lukewarmness.
Many souls feel
holy desires;
they feel passing spurts of zeal to live for God… but they never attain
holiness because they never make the firm resolution to please God
regardless
of feelings. St.
Alphonsus says these suffer from sloth. Lazy
people forever desire, but never resolve
to live only for Christ. St. Alphonsus
says these excuse themselves, saying, “Oh, if only I could live in
another
monastery, I would then give myself to God.”
Meanwhile, they can not endure a certain companion, they pine
away at
every contradiction, they distract themselves with many useless cares;
they
commit a thousand faults of gluttony, curiosity, pride; these sigh
continually,
saying, “Oh, if only I had this or that...” or, “Oh, if only I had
married
someone else then I would have a chance at perfection” and so on.
This way of acting
does
more
harm than good; it wastes time and fuels complacency.
If we really want
to quit
lukewarmness, St. Alphonsus says we must desire perfection and be
resolute in
carrying it forward… rain or shine. St.
Teresa of Avila says, “God asks for no more from us than a
single
resolution, afterwards He will do the rest Himself.
The devil has no fear of irresolute souls.”
St. Alphonsus
says
the
practice of meditation will fuel the making of firm resolutions... “in
my
meditation a fire shall flame forth.” (Ps. 38:4) But
our meditations must end with practical
resolutions e.g., I will stop watching such a T.V. program, I will
avoid such a
place or person, I will make a holy hour every Thursday, I will go to
confession every week… Some souls
heap
up prayers, but never make resolutions to overcome such and such a sin
in this
and that way; they spin their wheels but go nowhere.
St. Teresa says, “I prefer a short prayer
that has great results to a prayer which lasts many years in which the
soul
never resolves to do something worthy for God.”
According to St.
Alphonsus,
the first resolution we should make to overcome complacency in venial
sin is to
prefer death rather than commit a deliberate sin, however small. This resolution is possible only with
God’s
help; but as God desires our salvation so we can be certain He will
help us
quit even the most stubborn sin.
St. Francis de
Sales writes,
“the best guarantee we can have in this world of being in God’s
friendship is
not the feelings that we have of His love, but the pure and irrevocable
abandonment of our whole being into His hands and in the firm
resolution never
to consent to any sin, either great or small.”
After resolving never
to
sin,
St. Alphonsus says we need to develop a delicate
conscience. A delicate conscience is not a
scrupulous
conscience. St. Alphonsus says all
saints have a delicate conscience but a scrupulous conscience is
harmful. Moreover, he says obedience to a
spiritual
director is needed to overcome scruples which are simply vain and
senseless
apprehensions.
Forming a delicate
conscience
involves not just resolving to choose what will please God, but what
will most please
God and please Him most often.
St. Francis de Sales writes,
“We must start with a strong and steady resolution to give ourselves
completely
to God, and proclaim to Him that in the future we want to be His
without
reserve; then we must renew this intention often.”
Finally, our resolution must
not be delayed; we know not what time remains to us.
St. Alphonsus reminds us that
after this life there will be no more time to work, to merit, or to
carefully “think
things over” because after death what is done is done.
St. Alphonsus speaks of a
nun, Sr. Bonaventura who led a very lukewarm life in the convent. One day, a priest came to give the Spiritual
Exercises. Bored, the sister listened to
the exercises against her will. Later,
moved by divine spark, she said to the priest, “Father, I wish to
become a
saint and quickly.” With God’s help she
did; eight months later she died fervently in love with our Blessed
Lord.
Let us not
procrastinate.
Every day, St.
Charles
Borromeo prayed, “Today, I begin to serve God.” A
swell motto.
“Today, I begin to
serve
God.” Let us make the daily resolve to
attain
perfection; to love God more and hate sin more, even the smallest sin. Nor, St. Alphonsus warns us, should we heed
what others may say about us. Saints are
few; saints are different. St. Bernard
says, “One cannot be perfect without being different.”
We must strive to be one of the perfect few.
The reward is great.
St. Alphonsus says if we give all to God, God
will give all to us. But if we do not
give to God, He can not give to us. St.
Teresa made the lament, “It is because we do not give all our love to
God, that
He does not give us all His either.”
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To spur us on, we
must consider
what Jesus Christ has done for us.
“Whatever we can do is foulness in comparison with a single drop
of
blood shed for us by the Lord.” Saints
do not spare themselves for God; lovers do not hold back firm proofs of
love to
their beloved.>
St. John Chrysostom
writes,
“He gave everything to you and kept nothing for Himself;” and St. Paul,
“He
died for all, so that those who live might live no longer for
themselves, but
for Him who died and was raised for them.” (II Cor. 5:15)
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May God help us
desire
perfection; help us resolve to attain it.
After these means to root out lukewarmness, St. Alphonsus says
we need
to meditate – and this will be our next topic.>